Missing you

A year in review:

The beggining of this year started with intense piano practicing because of the stupid high school musical.

Oh and then there was drama amoungst the Lions of my school... I got caught up in it...

Then for 3 months it was lovely... sometimes on and off but It was lovely...

Then Sadness overtook me... for 3 weeks.. The only counseling came through Piano and music

Summer arrived with intense happiness.

I rode my bike and explored my surroundings and became myself to the full extant that I needed.

Then there was partying... I learned how to party, Yes before 2009 I didn't really know how to party... ugh I know.. what a baby I am.

Jealousy... I experienced it in the summer... and You know what I SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN JEALOUS!!! Because I am having an absolutely lovely time right now. (hearts)

Then I went to Special Outing at my university... Oh and It made everything wonderful.. I realized that there are other places for me to go and other people I will meet.

Then school... college started. It was nice and I was in my own. Schoolwork... parties... new friends... and then Drama Struck AGAIN!

Drama... drama... drama... And then It ended because I MADE IT STOP. I did it! With a little help from my friends... lol

I miss you my best friend. She left me and it was the first time that I cried because a friend had left me... she has been gone for 2 months and I hear from her sometimes but it was very difficult. I lost a few friends at that point and then things became absolutely beautiful.

Oh... and then I became friends with the most lovely ladies on the planet. The Pants fit so well when I'm with them.

Then something funny happened and I got very Distracted. I like Distractions very much.

But then sooner than I expected, my friends and distractions had to leave me... or I had to leave them because of the holiday season.

And that is the year in Review.

Happy New Year.

Tik Tok Viti Baby

Here with my cousin's daughter
Viti is a vision of beauty
Her chocolate skin mixed with rosy cheeks
Her curled dark hair curves around her face like a holiday wreath
She is sad whenever I leave
She views the world with Large dark eyes that are highlighted with curling eyelashes
She kisses you because you are her hero
She wants to be there all the time because you are so wonderful
Her clothes are cute and funny and she loves dresses
Princess Viti got scared during the movie
But she came back because she wanted to finish it because she is a big girl
You say, I like you Viti
She says, I like you too
She says... How do you spell [fill in your name]
Oh!
She's got it.

Miss you like a christmas tree

Hi my friends
I miss you an ultimate amount
Like cows and milk and ice cream... sorry Creamed Ice
I sit in my house, all alone because my family has left me
I sit here watching the View and watch the snow fall outside my window
Exams are over and I've gotten my grades
I passed!!! Aaaaah how exciting
I wait for next semester because I want to see all of you
But Ugh I don't want to go to
Class
Yuck
Throwup... ahahaha...
Have a Happy Christmas because its a wonderful time for all of you!!!
Love everyone around you... I'm trying to love people that I hate... oh even if its very difficult
Kisses and Hugs to You who I miss so much

And now for Bio Girl....

Thank you anthropologie.com for these amazing clothes!

Crunk it like its hot!!...!

Thank you anthropologie.com for these awesome finds!

Fleece Lining Baby... here you go!!!!

Thank you anthropologie.com for these wonderful clothes...!

Final Week of Preparing Yourself For The Finals Week

Flags and notes along with people with books
Cribs and babies along with staples and papers
This week is the dreaded week
Where partying will totally screw you over
But there is light at the end of that Tunnel
The Tunnel of Love
Chemistry
Biology
Calculating those numbers
Paper with grids, lines, and diagrams
Carbon copies
Hydrogen fuel cells
Haploid stages
Its all a blur for most of this time and yet, it becomes clear in this final Week
Week of finals
Final weeks
Done

Hmm.... Clothes for my friends.... here you are darling boxers under pants

Thank you anthropologie.com for these awesome clothing items...!

Do you understand the feeling of shame?

There once was a flower with lots of petals
Growing up it felt that its petals were too much
Everyone asked if the flower would shed its petals but it was too attached
People kept saying, pull them off!
You
Can
Have
Less!
The Flower said that everyone should deal with the fact that it will have lots of petals.
Don't hate the petals the flower says
The color and the number should not affect you
How many petals does a flower have to have to be accepted
What is Normal?
Normal is the feeling you get when everything is simple and taken care of
Normal is the love that you should have for your petals
Normal is a kiss
Normal is sticking to yourself
Normal is a bowl of ice cream
Bowl
Of
Creamed
Ice

Catastrophic Collapse

Have you ever been in the middle of a pit of lions?
Lions are scary... they want whats in the middle and they will fight for it.
To
The
Death
What are the fighting for?
A piece of meat
That meat comes and goes, yet they still want it.
Why do they want it?
Its not good.
It may hurt them
What if it is diseased?
Kill that feeling!
Kill it!
That disturbance that you surround is just going to turn you against eachother.
Stop
In
Your
Tracks
Stop it!
It's a Catastrophic Collapse